THE BIG C

is one of the best shows I have ever watched, turning something so real and scary into what life should be about. if it werent for that show I dont think id be able to cope with my current head and way of life. so ya, do me a favour and watch it, its beautiful...

The music video is one of the songs they played at the end of one of the episodes, when you get to that episode you will know why I had to post it here :)... really means so much to me right now.

the end of the earth

9 days until i turn 20...

2nd year coming to an end.

my mind my body my soul... ending.

painting spiders

You can't find the phone
So you can call it off
But it might be for the best
You can walk away anyway
Because you've nowhere else to go

Is he worth all this
Is it a simple yes?
Cause if you have to think
That's f*cked
Feels like you've loved him more
Than he loved you
And you wish you never met

Don't keel over now
Don't keel over
Don't keel over now
Don't keel over

You've up all night
And the night before
And you've lost count of drinks and time
And your friends keep calling, sorry sick
And there's strangers everywhere

Don't keel over now
Don't keel over
Don't keel over now
Don't keel over

Only little, only a little moment
It all implodes
This isn't everything you are
Breath deep in the silence
No sudden moves

This isn't everything you are
Just take the hand its offered
And hold on tight
This isn't everything you are
There's joy upon from here, right
I know there is
This isn't everything you are

When you took the call
How could you know
That he'd slipped away last night
When you wish you went
Home days ago
To say goodbye, or just hello

Don't keel over now
Don't keel over
Don't keel over now
Don't keel over

Only little, only a little moment
It all implodes
This isn't everything you are
Breath deep in the silence
No sudden moves
This isn't everything you are
Just take the hand is offered
And hold on tight
This isn't everything you are
There's joy upon from here, right
I know there is
This isn't everything you are

This isn't everything you are...