skip skip heart attack... red wine down my shirt

* now it's up to the stars or the ocean, lets not retrace our steps to the car... *

Sometimes, you just get over it. Life is scary, and I do live in a fair bit of fear.
Sometimes though, it's just better to stop. It's better to dive back down in your 'world' that is yours and just be...
Sometimes people try and step into your world, but sometimes it's just better that you keep that world safe from any intruders... anyone that can't accept the beauty and sacredness of the place...
Sometimes it's the best thing to do.
Most of the time this world is the safest place I can find.

I'm over leaving it. I'm over letting people walk inside, and most of all I'm disappointed in everyone that could never recognise the mystery, could never recognise the talent, could never recognise the beauty, could never accept the time difference and rather crashed into it, claiming total understanding.
It cant work. not so fast.

Maybe somewhere else will not be half as cold as me...