Its beginning to get to me...

I want something

That's purer than the water

Like we were

It's not there now

Ineloquence and anger

Are all we have

Like Saturn's rings

An icy loop around me

Too hard to hold

Lash out first

At all the things we don't like

Or understand

And it's beginning to get to me

That I know more of the stars and sea

Than I do of what's in your head

Barely touching in our cold bed

Are you beginning

to get get my point

That all this fighting with aching joints

It's doing nothing but tire us out

No one knows what this fight's about

The answer phone

the lonely sound of your voice

Frozen in time

I only need

The compass that you gave me

to guide me on

And it's beginning to get to me

That I know more of the stars and sea

Than I do of what's in your head

Barely touching in our cold bed

Are you beginning to get get my point

That all this fighting with aching joints

It's doing nothing but tire us out

No one knows what this fight's about

It's so thrilling but also wrong

Don't have to prove that you are so strong

'Cause I can carry you on my back

After our enemies attack

I tried to tell you before I left

But I was screaming under my breath

You are the only thing that makes sense

Just ignore all this present tense

We need to feel breathless with love

And not collapse under its weight

I'm gasping for the air to fill

My lungs with everything I've lost

We need to feel breathless with love

And not collapse under its weight

I'm gasping for the air to fill

My lungs with everything I've lost-Snow Patrol

Its day 14...

And I’m still wondering when the easy part comes in. I keep saying that I’m not too far away from home, but the thing is, is I am away from home. I guess I can easily say that I do find comfort in the work I’m doing, the painting project I’ve just completed, the photography project that I am researching, my art history and visual culture lectures on museology and galleries, It all makes sense when I’m doing it, everything speaks to me and reminds me that this is right, my pathway is paved, knitted out...

So two weeks in to the 2nd term and well, I have been extremely busy. My mind has been extremely busy as well. It’s very cold now, as winter is starting to settle in. Um, I like the cold.
I have received marks back from my classics assignment my art test and my video project… I am extremely pleased, oh and I must say, the success of the video project bought us a good 70 percent! Yes, And again I apologize for the negativity I had towards it initially.
I completed my painting project, here are a couple of pictures of the work

Next is to do Photography. Uber stressed about that...

Anyway, what else hmmm, well I have not like "been out" since my return, many reasons why, and I will most probably get into all of that in my next post. As for now Id just like to fill in the basics...

So, I have done two protests, the one was to raise awareness for a greener university and local community. and the other was a silence protest 'sexual violence=silence'
Both have touched me in incredible ways.
(as I said, this is just a basic run-through) Um I got a bit of a job, well last night as  a waitress at a  wedding. A girl in the res, her mum has a catering business:) I had so much fun... theres something about weddings that cant stop but hit you with trillions of thoughts....
Ag sorry I need to make this quick, Im pretty dam exhausted... So hopefully this week goes relatively fast, Im going to go  home this weekend and thats a sure thing! I will try my best to balance everything out. I watched some 7de laan today. watched some movies.... Jerusalema was very good!!!!

Most  important thing before I go, I saw a shooting star. This was my first time I had ever seen one. This view and captured memory moment has added drastically to my knowledge of the vast universe and the hope I have within myself.... ~everything is so real

Tomorrow, Ill write again. wish me luck for this week
serious
Good night to all
never lose focus on what keeps you alive, filled with passion and letting the sparkle, the light and the realizaton shine

till soon soon
S.T.A.R